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...I seems today as if I will have to take a step....as a commitment to myself...it seems I cannot remain a child any longer.....governed by the turbulence of my fears and passions.....as if I were helpless and misunderstood....in need of a rescuer....it seems today that I will have to give up clinging to anyone or anything which has lost its meaning.....and face the world on my own terms.....it seems that I must stand independent of all my relationships God, father, mother, husband, friends............true only to the law of my own being...........:((